I've completed it! :D

okay, so I've finally COMPLETED (30.8.2010) the poem which I'm stuck on since last night. I finally found the right words. Sorry, I know this is not my best, but i'm going to post it anyway. I'll keep on improving, I know I will. Meanwhile, I'll just write my heart out. Express myself to the world, and just be free from anything. So this is the poem.

Title: Memoir

What a cold night,

I don't if the time is right,

There are no stars in the skies,

I wonder why?

Staring at the ceiling,

Found that it's empty,

Just plain white walls,

Makes my heart falls.

The cool breeze from outside,

Touches my skin,

Put all my worries aside,

I smiled.

This heart beats for a reason,

With no worries and treason,

Somewhere in the world,

I know there's someone who will give me reason to live.

xoxo,

Jaceyy

hmmm..

Okay, so tomorrow is the holiday..Merdeka!

I don't know why but I feel so ALONE...I mean, I haven't talk to Nicole for 4/5 days now. I don't know if she's busy with something or anything. Even no message in facebook or in my msn. I'm starting to think, does she really love me or not? Seriously, I DON'T WANT TO GET HURT AGAIN. I remember when I got hurt last time, my oh my, its so ugly. Cut here and there. And now, when I look at the scars on my arms, reminds me of my black past. I like the color black though, but not when I'm hurt. This girl in twitter is flirting with me. I know she's just flirting and IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING! Oh while I was blogging this, Tasha message me on msn, damn it, I forget to set my msn to offline mode. For you info, Tasha is my ex. The ex where she still like and loves me. *sigh* Okay, back to this, I really love Nicole though, but it seems like she don't make an effort out of us. Yeah, its a long distant relationship, its hard to keep up but I'm trying my best here. *sigh long* Oh well, I don't want to think about this too much. So, last night, I wrote another poem but it wasn't complete yet. I could find the right words to put it together. When I'm done, I'll post it here. And basically, Twitter is my life now. Facebook is boring to me, I don't interact much with people there. I'm waiting for this girl to come online on twitter. Yeah, we flirt but once again, IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING! I'll just go with the flow, she flirts, I flirt back. Its fun to talk to her friends too, I mean they're all awesome. Have to wait tonight then. So, I feel bored and lonely. Its almost night here and I'm waiting for the stars to come out. Oh, did you know how much I love stars? They're so lovely and I like them. Two more hours to go and then hello stars! Better get going now, I feel like having a smoke outside. So, TTYL!

xoxo,

Jaceyy

That Girl

Okay, I wrote this poem well at class today during literature. My lecturer asked us to write our poems based on the Themes that we presented for our other unseen poems. Basically, my group poem was on Nature, Self-Awareness and Finding Oneself. So I picked the theme on Finding Oneself and this poem was created.
p/s: We need to present each of our poems to the whole class next week.

Title: That Girl

A girl walked through the grey pavements,

Finding herself among the wilderness,

She doesn't understand who she were,

Looking for herself here and there.

While walking on the crooked path,

She got a sense of despair,

With no one walking with her through the path,

She breathes loneliness in the air.

When she looked up into the sky,

Dark and gloomy scene brought sadness to her eyes,

She stomped her feet to the ground,

Walking away with a frown.

That girl walking all by herself,

With tears flowing down from her eyes,

Hearing the thunder roaring in the sky,

She cursed and just walked pass by.

That girl is feeling lonely,

That girl is sad,

There's an empty feeling in her heart,

That girl is me.

xoxo,

Jaceyy

This is what happen in the middle of a night/morning

I wrote this one at 1.11 AM, while I was seating near my bed and think of that someone. On 27th August 2010 at that time, a poem was born.

Title: Don't You See That I Love You?

When the moments fly,

I looked up in the sky,

Saw your name written on it,

I couldn't believe my eyes.

This heart have been waiting for so long,

For you to come along,

 I wait this day to come,

And now you're here and welcomed.

You've filled the empty space in my heart,

And I know we will never be apart,

You and I share the same feeling,

It shall be forever and willing.

What I feel towards you is true,

I can't deny it anymore,

My heart is beating for you,

Don't you see that I love you?

xoxo,

Jaceyy

13th August 2009

I wrote this poem as stated in the date above. I was in class at that time and kinda feeling down. Here it goes...

Title: Breathless

Walking this path leads to nowhere

The skies growl above

Thunders crashing there and here

With the feeling of anger

I looked down to the ground

Walking with my head down

With a feeling of sadness in me

I cursed this world for being so cruel

So cruel that it hurts me inside

I cursed, “Damn you!”

As I walked on the grey pavements

With a face filled with sorrow

Tears flooded my eyes

Flowing down through my cheeks

Bloody tears

I stopped and stand on the ground

Drowned in my own tears

Gasping for air

Feeling weak inside me

Breathless

xoxo,

Jaceyy

27th August 2010

Wrote this poem with the date stated above. This is what I feel at that time.


Title: Found Myself Alone


Walking alone this dark and worn path,
With no sense and feeling hope,
Without light that shone through it,
Darkness leads my way.


A path full of crooked trees,
Stepping on the grey solemn pavements,
Walking with my head down,
Virgin tears falling down from these eyes.


Winds whispered its sound of sadness,
The leaves and dust blown away,
Clearing out my path,
I walked with the wind of sadness.


Lighting roaring in the sky,
Making the sky sounds angry,
I walked through this wilderness,
Found myself alone.


xoxo,
Jaceyy

Heyy *waves*

Hey there. So I started a new blog. My other one was kinda old...WAIT! No..it is kinda personal. So I made a new one. But in this blog, its different from my other one. In this blog, I will mostly post my poems that I wrote. TIME TO GET CREATIVE! I figure out, rather than just sitting around being bored, might as well write a poem and post it on my blog. Life updated.