Best BIRTHDAY EVERRRRRRR :'D

So this person was born on the 10th of July 1991, 5.30am, healthy and yeah, crying a lot. She was named Jacinta Lontue E. Jominol by her grandparents on her father's side, and on sunday the 10th, she turned 20! That person is me :) A year older, a year wiser. Hehe. So on sunday, celebrated my birthday with my three sisters, Candice, Gracie and Nana. We went to Upperstar. Crazy thing happened? Yeah Candice and Nana were goofing around with the computer, and Nana hit this button which makes the computer to QWERTYUIOP! Funny times. And oh yeah, they made me open my present, man twas HUGE. Well, guess what? THEY GAVE ME A STUFFED PENGUIN! WAIT..I REPEAT THAT, A HUGE STUFFED PENGUIN! Twas from Candice, Gracie and Dora :') Thank you so much guys. Oh yeah! We named the penguin, PANTATZ! And Nana, abuse it. SEXUALLY ABUSE IT xD then we were suppose to go to Perdana Park but its close so Nana told us to go to cybercity. We went there, my friends made me carry Pantatz and told me to wait at the basketball court. I WAS STANDING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE COURT ALONE WITH PANTATZ IN MY ARMS..so..I waited, they asked me to turned around, THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER! Nana BAKED ME A CAKE! :'D They sang happy birthday to me..and so there the senior pjs saw us..haha! We ate the cake in the middle of the court, MAN IT WAS AWESOME! 

And also today, I got a mystery present from somebody, well two person. Okay, its not a mystery anymore xD Guess what? A PENGUIN GLOBE! From Aina and Shasha. Awwwwhhhhh! :'D and owh, not forgetting, Afiq bought me a slice of secret recipe's cake. NomNomNom! ♥

I feel like crying. Tears of joy, happiness..I'm so blessed to have such friends like them. I love you guys so so much! ♥♥♥

Here's Pantatz! :'D

Ze Penguin Globe from Aina and Shasha :)

Till the next post. Much love ♥

~Cheers

Another one from my poetry archive ^.^

This was written on 9.17.2010.

You're the One For Me

Can you feel this heart beat?

The sound of happiness,

I'm feeling up the heat, 

There is no sadness.

Your smile made my day,

Keeps my worries at bay,

Deep in my heart,

You are all that I feel.

When I close my eyes,

You are all that I can see,

Deep in my thoughts,

You're the one for me.

Well, looks like someone is in love in this poem? Trust me, it wasn't me. Wait..it was written last year..when I was with, I prefer not to mention that person's name. Ah yes, I might..I said -might- be in love when I wrote this poem.

Till the next post

~cheers

another from my poem archive :)

This was written on the 5.21.2011

Heartache

Laying on the grassy field,

Staring at the sky so blue,

Tracing invisible hearts,

Heartache dwells in me.

As I close my eyes,

Feels the wind blowing,

As this heartache grows,

I'm damned to be hurt.

Opening this eyes,

Fill with agony and pain,

Stood up and stare,

Spread my arms wide.

As I feel the wind,

Blowing through my face,

I clenched my teeth,

Throw my fist into the air,

I cursed myself for being alive.

This heartache hurts so much,

Feeling the pain in my veins,

Look forward to nothing,

I fucked up everything.

Okay, when I read this poem back, its kind of a suicide-like kind of poem? O.O

What happened to me back in May? I remembered that I was really depressed but the reason was a bit blurry. Now it makes me wonder..why..

Till the next post

~cheers

JACEEEEEE!!! what happen to you? o.o xD

*shouts* HERRRROOOOOOWWWWWWW!!! (well sorry for my ADHD moment, I haven't been on here in while. I beg thy mercy xD) So the inside scoop? The goss? The 411? TELL ME! Oh wait, no, I SHOULD TELL YOU! (sorry ADHD moment again..hey! don't blame me, i'm hyper, I just ate like ASDFGHJKL bars of chocolates) Okay, I'm weird, nuff' said. So, lets begin :)

Firstly, tomorrow is the third week of the 2nd semester of my first year degree in my 16 years of education. Why 16? Because I start going to school, wait no, pre-school when I was 4 years old, more like a nursery though but there are some learning during those days..ah yes *nods nods* Oh! Dad and sister just got home from megalong, yeah they went to watch Transformer. I'm waiting for my other sister to come back next week from Keningau so I can watch with her *nods nods* 

Secondly, guess who's the P.KO for this semester? Yours truly :) I'm still in hesitation though but I will try my best to do my job. This semester will be very busy, well in my prediction though..wait NO! Not prediction anymore, REALITY! Hahahahahaahaha! Ah well, life fucked us all aye? No one dies a virgin? LOL at that statement but somewhat seems to be true. So how will I cope? All I need is dedication, trust and faith in myself and in God. Another problem though, I'm somewhat a LAZY TWAT! Seriously, no shizz. Don't believe? Ask my MUM :D

Thirdly, my hair is short! How short? A picture will be the prove..well not a picture..pictures :) yep, that sounds right. The reason why I want my hair to be short, is because, gah! The heat nowadays, whoa! HOT! If the policy allowed public exposure, I'll take off my shirt in public. Hahahahahaah! I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT. I'm HOT, oh what now?! The weather temperature is hot. Thats the right statement. In class from monday to friday, ohmygoodnessofallthethingsthatisholy, soaking in sweat. I repeat, SOAKING IN BLOODY SWEAT! *glaring eyes*

This is BEFORE :)

And..AFTER :) with short bangs

Aights, moving on. Fourthly, well, life is not easy aight? Things go up..way up..way way up, then down..or DOWN TO THE CORE OF THE EARTH! o.o well that is scary ain't it? We have our own lives, no need to bug other people's life..WAIT WAIT WAIT! alright, I know bugging people's life is annoying, some say you're a busybody..but what is the person really care about you? I know..that got me thinking. So what I understand is..(this is just my opinion) you can bug people's life, but..don't bug too much aye? You don't want to be called as a stalker don't you? We all have limits, what to do? We're humans, and our limits is kind of one of our life challenges. 

and owh! Lastly, my latest 411! I'm addicted to PENGUINS!! AHHH! THEY'RE SO ADORABLE! (like me..cheh! puji diri sendiri)

My penguin whom I called, Mr. Bubbles. Love :)

I'm done for today :) Till the next post (I hope)

~Cheers <3